Everything is going to be okay.

I have so many emotions swirling around in this heart of mine right now that I am not sure what to do. Earlier, I told myself not to write about it because not everything needs to put into words, sometimes you have to just let yourself feel. Well, it kind of worked but I feel as if I am about to explode now. My mind is diving in all different directions and I am not sure which way to follow.

Do you know those moments when a piece of news hits you and you just freeze? You may have sensed its presence on the horizon, and perhaps attempted to brace yourself, but you can never be fully prepared. A ton of bricks will hit you and in a split second everything seems to have changed. The stars will continue to shine, the sun will continue to rise and the steady tick of the clock drones on but nothing seems the same. The stars look different; the sun, perhaps brighter; and the clock seems faster, or maybe slower. But the difference lies within you. You are viewing everything with newer eyes, because you have changed. 

It takes time to heal from something reeling like that, but time is something that we aren't promised. 

So, yes you may seem eager, but send that message. You may not want to, but let those tears fall; they will help heal you and allow you to think. A message from a friend may contain heart-breaking or hopeful words, with today's technology the effect will be near instantaneous. Don't hide from those feelings. Allow them in, greet them with a smile and a mug of tea. Everything is going to be okay.